Why’d You Have To Go & Make Things So Complicated?

Oh, Avril — thanks for your first hit. (I’m not a big fan of hers, but it works for what I’m thinking).

Life’s become pretty crazy these days, but then again when isn’t it? I’m in this whirlwind of happiness and confusion that’s making me all kinds of dizzy. I’ve been trying to handle all of the trials that life is throwing at me by taking a step back and focusing on how much I have to be thankful for, but sometimes that can be difficult.

I’ve been going to therapy for the past couple of months, and I truly believe it’s helped me some. It’s at least helped me identify my problems, but I understand the rest is up to me to attempt to conquer on my own. I just wish my motivation would come back. I just don’t seem to care as much as I used to, and that’s a TERRIBLE feeling. I am pretty sure that I know the majority of the reasoning behind my apathetic tendencies, but at this point, those things seem irreparable. Ugh.

On a happier note, I just got hired at the Lamar Institute of Technology to be their new Graphics & Publications specialist. Cheers to better pay, better benefits and hopefully better everything else as well. I get to check out my new office — YES, I get my OWN office — on Monday morning. Needless to say, I’m pretty darned excited!

So much has happened since I last updated.  I went to New York in June with Nick and his dad, I got my new job at LIT, I’ve been doing freelance design, and all kinds of other fun stuff. I hate that the only times I care to update my blog are very late at night. By the time I write a couple of paragraphs, I get too sleepy to think clearly to write anything else that’s worth a damn. It’s time for some rest. Here’s hoping I make some time and effort to blog again sooner than 5 months from now.

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